Re-opening Letter

[evelyn mae travis]

Re-opening Letter ''


First of all, hello everyone!


It's been a while since the last time I wrote to you, as well as it had been a while since this site had been active. For the older members (and for the new ones) I thought I should start this thread by explaining the reason of my absence.

The truth is Real life caught me in the middle. I was at my last year of college, full with work from my annual project research, and because of the being on internet I started to negligent my real life duties (like school, orchestra, ...) somewhere in the beginning of the second semester. Result: when I noticed I was full of work and my simply couldn¡'t manage time to equilibrate everything in my life. I had to choose and, unfortunately, I had to leave Sweet Surrender.

I regret that, especially because I know many people like being here, but I really had 'no choice' on that moment. Since then, though, it killed me knowing something I built, a part of me, was dying slowly and I was constantly pondering re-opening it. However, as my school year ended another bunch of "problems" knocked on my door!

Then it was my internship year approaching and I didn't have the slightest clue of what to do. Should I do it? Should I skip it and start directly m post graduation?... When I finally decided to choose the internship first, I was all busy settling everything out, preparing each document needed, all of those boring things lie you should imagine.

It was when Rachel,(aka michelle) asked me for the second time "so cat, when are you going to re-open Sweet Surrender" that I forced myself to think about it and decided it was about time to reborn this site. You may thank her, if I wasn't for her I would be still pondering infinitely about opening the site. After all, what if I would open it and I would be caught again in my duties and couldn't hold on Sweet Surrender?

I won't lie to you, that doubts still taunt me. My life is still chaotic, reason that explains the fact I'm writing this while I'm at lab measuring mercury on birds's liver (I know, eww... lol).I have to read a lot of articles, work hard on my new research study, but this time I had learnt with my mistakes. I'm determinate to not let Sweet Surrender die again, as well as I'm sure if I ask Rachel to kick me in order to not let that happen she won't think twice.


So yeah, this time thing will be different ^^


Sure, there will be times I will be less time on which I hope you all understand. If for any reason I believe I won¡¦t be able to log in for a few days, I will let you all know. All I ask you is to be patient if I'm not always online.

Well, I guess this post got a little longer than expected, so I apologise if you find it a slightly boring. ^^ Keep tuned to the site Weekly News because loads of changes are been doing around.


Huggies and Cheers,


~Cat